Posted by Amanda Best (63.25.37.60) on August 11, 2000 at 01:29:44:
Im not in a cycle now but this demon makes it
almost impossible to have a normal life.nothing means anything at all to me. I tried to create a normal life out of this insanity but it seems as if true peace is unobtainable.
Many of you here dont know me, a few of the old timers do.
I feel like giving up........in L.A.and lost. Damnit.I cant go on this way.