Posted by Charles on November 06, 2001 at 20:16:54:
In Reply to: Charles, Please DO Read Margi's Message! posted by Ken Hubner on November 06, 2001 at 19:28:38:
you have no idea how bad I hate the idea of taking another drug. I used to pop acid and smoke anything, in my final days of pain freeness I was selling cocain to everyone in my high school, got dwi and arrested on several occasions. The last thing I want to do is ever be involed with anything remotely illegal. I feel that Its all those stupid fucking drugs that did this to me in the first place. Man, once I had a bad trip and was in the ER for 13 hours handcuffed cause all I was doing was trying to slaughter anyone that was within arms reach...why? I don't knnow...dont remember. It was the worst time of my life and I really dont want to go back.....thanks any way...I know that you are trying to help...I think I will try everythyimg legall first. I know that there are meds that I haven't tried yet. When the time comes that I have to resort to one of my biggest fears...I'll move to holland.love to lots and hates to none. - Charles -