Posted by Stevie I (194.203.212.8) on July 20, 2001 at 08:51:12:
Dear All,
I added my entry to the guest book a couple of days ago and thought I would pop a note on the message board after seeing some of the stuff you guys write I think I need to chat and get cheered up a little. I am feeling really low, run down, and at the end of my tether. It has been 6 months without a break now, the longest time I can remember without the beast is 48 hours. I know I only get 1 or 2 a day but I think I have spent the last few months soldiering on waiting for the break but it just hasn't come. All I can seem to do at the moment is worry about my job, the fact I can't concentrate a lot of the time 'cos of the shadow and the affect it is having on my whole life. I am going off to see my doc again on Monday but I was hoping someone might be able to cheer me up a bit. Steve.