Posted by Carl D on April 23, 1999 at 01:20:32:
You guys like poems & songs? I've been writing for about 19 years now. Heres some of my lyrics:
Burn Myself Away
I burn myself away, cannot see thru the flames
I burn myself away, come see the ashes of me
Is this what you want, Is this what you need?
Would you tear me open, Just to watch me bleed?
I let myself decay, Waiting for your words
I let myself decay, Feeling less than earth
Is this all thats left, All thats left of me?
Words cannot express, The pain inside of me
Mingle with the soil, Rest among the worms
A lifetime of burning, Is all I have learned
I burn myself away......
I have a million other songs and poems, mostly dark. Been playing Guitar bass & drums for about 19 years now. If you were wondering what style I might play, I play in the modern vein. If you've ever heard of bands like Tool, Korn or Nine Inch Nails, Thats one of the styles I mainly play (hard alternative). I also play some light type Oasis style alternative. The Blues? dont play em, just live em. I have less than 7 days to find a place to live. I know as soon as I attempt to go to bed sleeping will be out of the question, as I had 3 bad ones last night. and everybody wants to know why my music is so grim? Its because i am being tortured mercilessly and my life is being torn apart.
Still fighting....
Carl D
P.S. If you like the song, I'll post more lyrics in the future (as they are copyrighted). If I ever get past this, you may hear my music someday, but for now...