Posted by nancy c (63.10.151.243) on February 01, 2001 at 18:06:06:
Know last time I was on I was pretty down. Finally getting some of the components of my new computer working. my new email is crisisnurse@msn.com. Found out today they would be laying off some of the nurses on my crisis unit for the state. I really need some prayers right now. Bennie Sue, I wish I could reach out right now to help someone else bit I feel I am really falling fast here. I may be returning my computer but I hope not. I have had alot of bitches with my job like anyone has but I do not want to lose it. Still on verapamil but had alot of shadows after this news. we will not know anything until march 6. guys, please keep me in your prayers..having a hard time dealing here. I pray one day soon I can be there for one of you. I know I give alot to my drug and alcohol clients and do not want to stop doing this but to be completely honest I wish I had the guts to go get wasted right now. Love you guys at this site, nancy c