Posted by Paula (63.15.53.120) on June 25, 2000 at 22:27:05:
Had a couple of bad days.My computer was also down. Now that is withdrawls. I wanted so bad to talk to someone and nobody was there. Ended up at the ER again this morning and the CH's are getting WORSE. If you can imagine. O2 is not even touching them. I am scared. What am I going to do now? Last time I ended up in the hospital. I don't want that again. But I am tempted to park in the parking lot at night because I am in such pain. Cold water is not helping either. I know this is the end of them because this is how they go. As long as I can hold out that long. How is LAURA? Did she make it OK? I have been worried. I am on a freinds computer. I hope mine is working now. Guess nobody saw I was missing. But then I have only been with you what, one hole week? Funny how I have become so attact to this site and this way of expression. It sure doesn't take long. I am SOOOO tired but am AFRAID to go to sleep. But that doesn't make much difference. I get them all the time now. I am afraid to go but a block from my home to my freinds and I won't let my husband go anywhere he can't be back from but in a few min. What a way to live!!! I guess it's just surviving for now. I wish you long restfull nights. Paula