Posted by Carl D (208.4.16.229) on January 24, 2000 at 07:29:57:
In Reply to: lack of sleep posted by Patrick Leer on January 24, 2000 at 03:48:50:
I have not slept at all in literally days. I am hallucinating. I am not thinking clearly. I am having anxiety attacks left and right. I start bawling for no reason. I would give anything for a good decent nights sleep. I cannot rationalize anything right now, and have to be in court for my disability hearing tomorrow. Just hoping by then I will at least have a bit of rest to have my thinking cap on a bit more clearly.
If I am forced to endure much more of this I will go mad, mad I tell you.
Sorry Kenn, I can't Imagine not being able to sit on the floor and rock back and forth and punch the bloody floor. If I had to stand - well, I guess I would stand, now wouldn't I?
Hopefully you are episodic and this will not last long. Try to hang in there.
Oh yeah, they say sleep deprivation can knock years off of your life, and with all of the hell I have been through the last two years - heres hoping.
Carl D