Posted by Dennis O'C (207.70.186.80) on September 23, 1999 at 02:10:31:
In Reply to: How do you folks cope?!? posted by ErinBear on September 22, 1999 at 20:12:22:
It hurts till it stops...then it hurts till it stops...then it hurts till it stops....
I know when it it's coming and I know it will stop..i believe I can handle it.
It will not steal the peace which passes all understanding which abides deeper in me than any pain can reach. That sustains me through all of the pains life deals me.
Admittedly, I do become an inhuman ,headbanging, bag of groaning, pacing puppet on the strings pain pulls during a CH....then life resumes.
I keep my eye on the donut..cause that hole is hell..alias negativity,alias dispair,alias non-being.
Gotta get the job done, the path walked and the hill climbed...and not forget to smell the roses. The pains a train I wait to pass then cross the tracks and continue the journey.
Faith is how I "cope". I bet there ain't no CH in heaven, I bet my son can talk and walk in heaven, I bet I'm not so afraid to trust people in Heaven...butt ..if I'm wrong..
well I'll just play that hand when it's dealt. I believe.. "it's how you play the game"
Sweet Dreams
DEN