Posted by Carl D (208.4.16.220) on September 01, 1999 at 07:38:07:
This has been hell night. I go to sleep, wake up with a 10 CH, go back to sleep briefly, wake up with another CH, pass back out, wake up with another. I lost track of how many I had thru the night, but man - Am I wore out!!!!!!!
Went to a friends house last night and got slammed there too - freaked her out. I hate to be around people when I get hit with these, It's awkward for both them and I. Nowhere to run or hide.
I talked to Lance yesterday and He said it is possible I could be going thru a rebound effect due to the fact I am chronic and may actually take a little while longer than expected to be effective. So I have upped the Methylcobalamin dose from four pumps a day to five pumps a day. Praying that this stuff works soon, Really do want rest - REAL REST. I'm starting to get that groggy sleepwalking feeling again, and I don't like it, makes me feel like a zombie and plays tricks with my mind (Anyone else hallucinate with sleep deprivation?)
Nancy, are you still coming to St Louis for Labor Day weekend? If so, let me know - I get my car back from the shop today (thank God). My mechanic knows me well and knows my circumstances - so he fixed my car and when I asked him how much it would cost he said "don't even worry about it". Talk about blessings in the midst of suffering. Now for gas...
Carl D