Posted by hub (209.183.120.237) on August 30, 1999 at 14:45:12:
In Reply to: biofeedback posted by gary g on August 30, 1999 at 14:22:12:
I tend to try and look directly at the pain.
I still want to die though it is searing, explosive, tremendous, and I eventually lose, but I cannot I must not lose control. I'm afraid I don't have the discipline to not do something bad or harmful. I sometimes end up in a ball on the floor rocking squirming thrashing crying pile of torture.