Posted by Linda B (208.30.90.10) on August 18, 1999 at 13:12:26:
In Reply to: FINAL POST!!! posted by Carl D on August 18, 1999 at 02:11:06:
Dear Carl,
Good for you. Good for you getting so mad at me. You can stay mad an hate me all you like. It`s better than hearing your suicide letter`s.
Yes I know your world. All to well do I know it.
When you didnt have a place to stay who offered one for you? Even offered a train or plain ticket to get here.
Your right the board is about blowing off steam. Some of us take it to the darkside. When one see`s this and has tried everthing else. One tend`s to try another way to get through.
Seem like I did that an more.
I would have to agree my word`s where harsh, but it did make you sit up an listen. It did make you fight for yourself. Something i havent seen you do in awhile. Believe me I got alot of hate mail for this. So yes I do understand. I also know I`ll get more, but that`s ok. See this show`s how many do care. Like it are not I do care. I have tried to get through to you in so many way`s.
I do wish the best for you. I do wish you didnt suffer from CH. I do wish you lived the life you wanted to live. Us with CH do not have much choose what happen`s to us an are live`s. It`s a daily, hourly battle.
Know I dont want to see you leave the board. I do want to see yo get better. You dont realize how many people here or fighting for you. Who are sending you thing`s you need to get by.
So Carl get mad get really really mad. Bitch me out. What ever it take`s hun do it go ahead. Through the harshness of my word`s I do care.
I know alot of you dont see that, but I do.
So Carl let me have it.
Linda