Posted by David Chalfant (208.30.14.175) on July 13, 1999 at 11:50:14:
In Reply to: Still alive...............but barely! posted by Bernadette on July 12, 1999 at 23:17:33:
I am sorry about your troubles getting your tests done. I have read most all your postings and even though they are in responce to others, They give me strength and restores my belief that there are good people out there who are kind, giving, and helpful. It is ok to let it all out but I DO believe there will be rewards for your efforts.
It is a basic spiritual principle that seems to be universal in many religions. It just seems to take a while. I get impatient but in hind site, especially in AA, I see that my efforts in serving others has expelled the obsession to drink. I wish I could take your pain away as well as the rest of us CH'ers. I am truly sorry that you feel like you are being punished. Life can be a bitch. I ask why me ? what have I done to deserve CH's and (Alcoholism). May be I will never know. May be because I was meant to help others but I still do not understand the personal suffering of the caring. I guess it is a matter of living life on life's terms. But I do think we are all here at ch.com due to some Higher Being. I do hope you will have better days ahead
You will be in my prayers DC